The World Is My Jester
by Berrak on May 1, 2012
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I am so, so sorry you’re going through this. No matter the angle from which you look at it, it’s a shitty situation. Many years ago, in my early 20s, I lived with my boyfriend. But our relationship had an expiration date. We knew we weren’t going to be together forever, but we lived together to save money and because we did like each other a lot. But because we knew that it would end (and we knew exactly when it would end – when he moved to LA to pursue his career), I ended up resenting him and couldn’t wait until the day he left. It was awful.
Why do you have to wait until July to tell everyone? Would it be easier to just get everything out in the open now?
Thinking of you! I’m here if you ever need to talk.
I have to wait until July because he deserves the chance to tell his family before one of them reads my blog. And because I can’t deal with the fall-out of our families while I’m dealing with the fallout of him.
It’s really hard. I really thought we were meant forever. There was a time I saw myself growing old with him.
I think that’s the hardest part. If he ended it, I would cope, figure it out and move on. Being the one who fell out of love and has to navigate things is harder.
Breakups suck, always. Just hold onto the fact that you know you’re doing the right thing. And in the end that means it’s the right thing for both of you. Staying in a relationship that is wrong hurts both parties.
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